I hate not having my license… And I despise asking my mom for rides. it makes me feel so… dependent. Not only that, but I also hate that I’m so nervous about taking the test. I feel like I’m ready though. I know how to do everything that the instructor might ask me to do, but at the same time, I’m afraid that I’m going to screw up the simplest task and fail. Or even worse: destroy the car, fail miserably, and have to take it over and over and over again like Spongebob (not that that’s likely to happen, but with the luck that I’ve been having lately, it’s not totally impossible).
But in all seriousness, I really need to get my stupid license already. I have until the last week in August to take (and pass) my test before my permit expires. And I’d prefer to get it some time during July, so I won’t have to walk to work everyday, like I did last year. Womp.
I keep forgetting that I have this really bad habit of making normal situations awkward, and awkward situations even MORE awkward…
I really need to start digging that hole I plan to hide in. :(
when you try to tell someone a joke but you punch up the fuckline
do you ever feel like no matter how much you do for someone, literally, or emotionally, no matter how much you try to support them or show them you care or be a good friend, it doesn’t get you anywhere? like they’ll always hold you to the same light and treat you the same, usually like you don’t matter, eh?
who on earth would give themself frostbite in almost 80 degree weather…?
This girl, what’s who.. -__-
someone needs to tell my neighbors to cool it with the fireworks… It’s May. Chill.
i just had a dream that I was riding on the back of a baby panda because I was teaching it how to swim… what?
- Brenda: You will not believe what I just found on Jerry's Facebook.
- April: A friend? Burrrrn...
just woke up from a nap… i feel awful :’(
just spilled water all over myself, and the chair i was sitting in…the up side? Didn’t get any on my laptop.
no boys like me and some days i’m ok with that and other days i just feel sad